I recently read an article that made me realize that sometimes, I'm a "binge thinker". I can't fall asleep quickly at night because of all the thoughts in my head. I play out scenarios in my mind, and overthink the way people said certain things. It's so silly...but hey, its who I am sometimes. I've learned to embrace it, and I figured I'd laugh at myself and make a post out of what runs through my head on a weekly basis;
-I find it extremely hard to decide what to caption my Instagram photos/blog posts/etc.
-Taking a shower, and hearing a thump or creak of any kind, "I'm about to be murdered...."
-When someone knocks on the front door after the sun goes down, its definitely the guy from Strangers coming to kill us all.
-My favorite co worker goes a day without speaking to me at the office, "is she mad at me!?!".
-Once I'm in bed, I have to get back out just once more to make sure I locked the front door for the 7th time.
-If you don't use one smiley face in our entire texting conversation, there must be something wrong.
-My boss asks me to call a client to check in on paperwork. I secretly hope I never have to speak to an actual human on the phone and can just catch their voicemail instead because surely, I'll screw this up somehow.
-Speaking of phone calls, before I finally do make them, I go over the 17 different ways the conversation might go in my head.
-There's no such thing as "just falling asleep" at night.
-I try so hard to plan my future, when I know perfectly well things out of my control are going to happen.
Honestly, I've always been this way. It's pretty humorous...but then there are other times where I feel like I could care LESS about stuff. Pretty sure my brain is equal parts relaxed and psychotic all at once. It's exhausting having a brain that never stops thinking...I kid you not, I have probably 5 intricate, crazy, psycho, nonsense dreams a week, just ask my husband.
Thanks for sticking through this ridiculous and RANDOM Wednesday post... isn't that what Wednesdays are for, anyway? All the random nonsense hanging out in your brain?!
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What about you guys; are you able to fall right asleep at night? Can you go right to bed without double checking the lock? Or am I just crazy?! ;)
